Grandpa,
It's still extremely surrealistic to think you are Gone.As days pass,It becomes harder and harder to not just break down and cry,especially when I walk into your room and not find you there.I know I must stay strong for my family,aunts,uncle,cousins,and most importantly-Grandma. I am so blessed to of had a grandpa as amazing,lovable,and confident as you.
I miss the times when I would listen to your stories,sitting under the orange tree outside and laugh about everything and everyone that came to mind.Taking me to the store as a child to buy anything I wanted,while you would buy your lottery tickets.Most importantly,Listening to me when no one else would.You accepted me for who I was while others disagreed and for that grandpa,I will always be grateful.You always told me "Hijo,Tu siempre tendras casa acqui con tu abuelita y yo,Nunca necesitas invitacion".I can still hear your voice vividly greeting me "Cuvole mi chaparo y flaco" with a smile that went from ear to ear.I still think you're going to open your door of your room and walk slowly towards the living room,with the sound of your boots against the tile,and greet me with a smile and hug.
You'll always be in my heart Grandpa,no matter where fate and life take me.I wish you could still be here to see me grow in my career,meet my children one day,and get your advice on my plans.I would give anything to just see you and your smile for just one last time.I Promise to always take care of Grandma,like I knew you would of wanted me to.I Love you Grandpa,and your memory will always be in my heart,like I knew you took my love ,from a Grandson,into yours.
From your Grandson/Hijo/Flaco y Chaparo
XXOO,
Joseph C. Ruiz